Beautiful Disaster

by Jessica Irawan & Mariam John

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BEAUTIFUL DISASTER

I didn't kiss you goodbye
When I had the chance
I didn't come to see you
When I had the cash

I didn't believe when you said
That you cared For me
I didn't want to face that I might be that lucky.

I was scared, so scared, so scared.
To realize how much I cared, I cared, I cared.
Knowing I couldn't bare despair if you would ever leave.
I'll let you go but now that you're gone I'm just so torn...

If I had felt secure
I would have shown you I loved you.
Instead I pretended to not want more.
When all I wanted was to hold you.

I didn't have much experience
In these kind of things.
And though I tried to make a remedy
I ended up making a fool of me.

I was scared, so scared, so scared.
To realize how much I cared, I cared, I cared.
Knowing I couldn't bare despair if you would ever leave.
I'll let you go but now that you're gone I'm just so torn...

What a beautiful disaster you and I make.
Reality played the cards in all the wrong ways.
Instead of bringing us together, we drowned in a deep blue lake.
Act two, wasn't any fun to play.

I was scared, so scared, so scared. To realize how much I cared, I cared, I cared. Knowing I couldn't bare despair if you would ever leave. So I let you go, but now that your gone, I'm just torn...

I'm just so torn x2
What a beautiful disaster (torn)
What a beautiful disaster X2

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released July 15, 2015
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Written & Arranged by
Mariam John and Jessica Irawan

Co-Arranged, Mixed and Produced by
Destined Sound

Additional Mix and Mastered by
Paul Jefferson

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